I’m sure you guys are tired of hearing about her by now… and I don’t blame you… We only went out for a month and a half, and honestly there was a lot that I should of seen as potentially dangerous… that I did see but chose to ignore.  The reason I’m writing this blog, [...]

Alright… so in the middle of the night I was feeling okay about things… reading my bible and praying I felt a nudging from God… and acted on it. Sometimes those nudgings are there to get us to do something stupid though… I sent this to Jessica via YIM and got her response. [...]

I was just outside to take out the trash, and it was cool outside.  I wasn’t expecting it at all since it’s been so dang cold out lately… but tonight it was cool, and calm.  A light breeze swirled around me as I looked up at the clear sky to see the nearly full moon.  [...]

You know what’s funny… I’ve only had two people say anything to me, or even attempt to comfort me in some way. One being Joanna who’s just some random person I met online… a really cool Christian girl that I met from MyYearbook (which is surprising in itself being that MyYearbook is quite possibly [...]

Yeah… So I definitely don’t even know how I feel.  I’m doin’ ok I think… but I feel sunken, that’s the only way I can describe it… I keep saying that I’m ok though.  I can’t say that I didn’t know it was coming… she didn’t respond to me the last time I saw her [...]

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Generally I only drink like once every 3 months or so… which isn’t any different from this time. The real difference is that I was distracted while drinking. Oddly enough… that’s exactly what I needed right now. Had I been paying attention I wouldn’t of let it go so far, generally I [...]

I’m still reading The Way of the Wild Heart and really am only about halfway done. So obviously my journaling is still going to be about that Anyways, in TWOTWH (You like that? There are only two groups who like acronyms more than anything that’s the Military, and Nerds… but I [...]

You know one fascinating thing about John Eldredge’s books to me is that I rarely ever get more than 2 pages without having to stop. I finished reading Wild at Heart a little while after returning from the bike trip, my mom wanted to read it because she saw how much it touched me. [...]